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Yes, thats funny :o)

Yes, i made lesser and lesser public GA's because more and more negative experiences with them or more exactly with too many winners and their behavior.
And i raised my group activities because of the same reasons.
It don't need so much work after the GA and lower the stress stuff. Both something that i need to be in a good mood and because of my illness (or health) stuff (my illness gets much worse from stress).

I don't think that my BL is pointless and it exclude the people on it from ALL GA's that i make. I BL in groups too if someone don't know the word "thanks" after a win to give a easy example or when i know that user use a autojoiner because he said it to me or someone else (yes it gave this case and he got first banned after 4 times got caught with it .... = after around 1 year, can't say more because of the, in such cases, complete stupid calling out rule).
You think only a few know my BL, i know that a good bunch are pissed off because of the fact they are there and because they dislike big BL. I let them dislike how i handle MY BL and i let them handle their BL how they want ;o).
Or in other words, a few people think i am satan because of my BL. They see me as the problem and not the "bad apples". Because i don't want to spend money and time to feed people that never gifted a free game or a cheap game to the community (not me) but take since many years and because i have the balls to say or write that too -my comment here brought me till now +2 BL (but that isn't from much interest for me... in the long run they loose more as i)-, maybe i am sometimes to direct or to stark but thats me ;o).

I know that users at my BL don't see my GA's but what should be wrong at that ?
If users in my BL know about GA's from me or not is totally uninteresting for me, i don't do them to rub someone in that he is at my BL.
My goal with the BL is only that they can't win my GA's, everything else is unimportant for me.

I made public GA's, group GA's, sgtools GA's, WL GA's, jigidi GA's, itstoohard GA's, Invite only GA's in different Threads and it give everytime someone that aren't happy with the way the GA's were made.
And to be very clear, after realizing that, i think at myself and make the ones that FEEL for me as best as possible and give me the best mood with the result.
Because in the end it is my money and my lifetime and partly health that i spend to make the GA's.

I had after my last Cakeday GA's +12 (or 16?) BL, and much lesser +WL (i think 6), i think because people realized they can't enter all my GA's, they were level restricted, or are anyway at my BL.
Was a unpleasant surprise to get a negative impact after made GA's and give out games to celebrate something.
Oh and i got there the first not recieved mark too. Because one winner got a dupe key, i wasn't able to replace it and he waited then exactly 7 days to mark it as not recieved. He don't reacted at different contact tries, that he please let the support delete the GA, for the complete time. Earned him in the end a BL. I don't know what he wanted to win from that behavior, and it was a special, bad, cake day surprise.
Next cake day, if i am still around, i will make maybe nothing or exclude the public ones. I am not happy with that but the options are limited and my motivation after such experiences very low.