I work 44 hours a week to barely afford the rent on this apartment. The parents are selling the house so moving back in is out of the question.
I have been hurt TOO many times by girls, mainly the same one so that makes me an idiot too.
I lost all but one friend recently thanks to her.
I need to get rid of my credit card since the bank they are under is being a dick. I have a balance, I pay and have money available but they are denying any purchases.
I have almost no spending money anymore.
A little over a year ago I got screwed out of my manager position they let me have for a total of 3 months fpr the guy they really wanted to put is so I'm still depressed over that dismal failure in my life, among the rest of them.
Just had my second week of vacation postponed due to work.

I can't buy anything anymore, I can't seem to be in time for the free stuff and I can't win here anymore.

At least I'm too stupid to be suicidal.

I'm sorry, I know no one cares to read this and I sound like a whiner. I just needed to let this out. Just after the 'Everythings awesome' topic.........

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Sorry to hear that.

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Feel sorry for you bro. :/

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I hope things smooth over for you soon. Sometimes life just sucks.

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subtle begger is subtle

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lel.

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I never accept what I can't buy or win. Or when people put a literal gun to my head. Last sale, a friend from another board bought the Borderlands 2 GoTY and gifted it to me. I sent it back saying I was joking about someone buying it for me. We had a slight argument but still talk and he forced me to take it. I still feel like crap about him buying it.

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the positive thing is dude, you're qualified to smoke weed now

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Every day above ground is a good one. It won't be long before we will all be dust.

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I don't know about that. Have you ever been spelunking? jk

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at least you still have all your parts... stop complaining! make some changes in your life, if you don't like the way its turning out...

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I've already made one change. That is to NEVER let ANYONE get close to me emotionally again, unless they are family.

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What about animals/pets? Take care of one and You will love each other + You will be happier for giving a pet good life :) Pets and animals will never scam or cheat You, they also won't say bad things and complain, they won't hurt You. This way works to feel better in overall etc. Confirmed by me :D

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Won't hurt you? Been bitten by dogs, attacked by a cat and have no luck with fish. Plus my land people won't allow new dogs or cats anymore anyway.

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Has anybody told you son, that your profile picture is epic?

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Last Friday, I went to a hospital with my wife, who woke me up to take me, where I went for an X-ray of my chest to see if the pains and weakness were cardiac or not, (meaning a heart attack), 8 miles away, (I'm disabled, I can't walk without a stick), said she was parking the car in the car park. Had my X-ray, no sign of her, asked the receptionist guy to ring her as I'd forgotten my mobile, she answered and said she'd be 5 minutes, she's just parking up. 10 minutes later, no sign, 10 more minutes, no sign, so I walk around the large hospital, not easy for me due to my bad legs, checking all the car parks, trying to ring at every available payphone and reception desk, to no answer, I actually went into the A&E of the hospital to see if she'd been in an accident or something, not there, either. So, an hour and a half later, my mother finished work, so I rang her to pick me up and I got home to an empty house, literally. She'd taken everything, and my 2 kids with her.
So, my wife abandoned me at a hospital, knowing I had no way of getting back for nearly several hours, and took my kids away from me.

Sorry, dude, I win, but I do feel your pain, I've been there before

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I saw your topic and posted in it about getting a lawyer for custody of your children.

I know there are people worse than me but this is a VERY rare thing I'm doing now. I usually never say anything and keep it bottled up inside. Acceptance of my life is my lot in it.

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I feel you, I would, usually, never have posted like I did the other day, but to get it out, even through typing, felt so fucking good. Plus, if I'd have kept it in, I'd have worked myself up and had a seizure......I'm still expecting one, anyway.
I know your life, to you, sucks right now, I was the same when I was younger, but keep going, it gets better. The day you see your first child look up at you and they grab your little finger in their ENTIRE tiny fist. Nothing compares to it, and I've been an addict of several dependencies

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Well, to see my first child I would first have to find a woman that is willing to be with me. Have yet to do that and I know I never will so that one less person in this overly populated planet.

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Damn Phantom, kill that bitch, I will help you.

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I'm very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very tempted to take you up on that offer....not that I'm bitter or anything ;)

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scratch the last comment.the world is too much of an mess...

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Trust me dude, your life is no where near as bad as mine, also you live in US, the greatest country in the world.

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Hollywood makes this country the best obviously.

OK maybe i'm not really serious but there are way worse countries in the world that you would definitely not want to live.

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I live in the US too, and after Bush JR, I am NOT proud to call myself an American.

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I should also add that I have had TWO foot injuries and bad knees that limit certain things I can do, but I hate to let pain stop me. Plus I have mild epilepsy.
To quote the great Rodney Dangerfield- 'In the shape I'm in, you could donate my body to science fiction.'

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I'm sorry. Maybe I should just lock this. I should have never dumped this on anyone. It wasn't my place to just do this anyway. I have no idea why I even did.

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It's alright dude, no one's gonna judge you here, unlike in real life lol.

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I can give you a hug, I'm not exactly the best one to cheer you up.

First thing you can do is resolve the bank thing that should cheer you up a bit. :)

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Cry me a river

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If you are in such a bad state in life, then you shouldn't be playing games in the first place.

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Ok, I'm sorry I ever bothered anyone. I'm going to lock this now. I had absolutly NO right to say anything here about my crappy life.

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Closed 10 years ago by BHTrellis188.