sooo, i had irl birthday on April 13th, sorry for late train, some bad circumstances, sadly, im an idiot, i feel very bad and shiiet, ashamed by myself and my behaviour., im generally pretty calm and adequate person.

Prehistory:i haven't celebrated my irl birthday for about 4 years,( turned 23 now),so i decided that i wanna celebrate in this year.
so, i assembled some company with me and we went into pub (RIP)
For some time now i feel sad mostly, that day wasnt exception, so my mood was more than sad.
i dont wanna write down about why im generally sadly,i try to find in everything something good.
In pub, i drunk a lot!, i got vomit (ASHAMED LLVL 1000) i dont remember anything for about 2 hours of that situation, i feel so ashamed because of people, which was there and saw this, im an idiot, i have no idea how it happened, my mind just got off and i dont remember anything.
Cconsequences; really dont bother, +-,( 200 euro in pub), -300 euro for broken phone,except shame for some years :(
giveaways below:
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/8e4QT/goetia
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/UzUGM/middle-earth-shadow-of-mordor-game-of-the-year-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/schQ0/the-last-leviathan
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/CTp05/warhammer-end-times-vermintide
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/09Gj4/impact-winter
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/7fzhJ/sniper-ghost-warrior-trilogy
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/0o7bY/epistory-typing-chronicles
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/W6kEO/moon-hunters
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/0gxm3/invisigun-heroes
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/gbYfS/enslaved-odyssey-to-the-west-premium-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/c47oc/stalker-clear-sky

i think i will find and add 2 more giveaways, to be 13 :)

p.s. better would not celebrate in this year, either :(

5 years ago*

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Happy belated birthday! Turned 21 myself on the 13th, though I don't have any plans to drink, partly for this very reason of never wanting to get drunk. Hopefully you've cheered up by now! Pretty sure most people will forget about this night anyway.

4 years ago
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Happy Birthday Eternal. Sounds like you had a bit of a doozy on your celebrations. Don't beat yourself up about it. There is a lot of good advice already here but unless you believe it you won't feel any better about it. It sounds like you are a bit lost at the moment and that's ok. It's actually good that you know the type of person you don't want to be. Now you just have to figure out the type of person you do want to be and work towards being that person.

4 years ago
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The past is past. Learn from it and move on. What matters is who you are, not who you were.

4 years ago
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Don't be too hard on yourself, we all make mistakes. People over drinking is a common thing. Try to overcome your shame, because it only makes you feel bad, it doesn't do you any good.

4 years ago
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