Hello,
It's been a while.
I've been mentally sick. I've been good. I've been through all kinds of emotions in these 3 years. Lots of sweat and tears, lots of fights, lots of therapy hours. LOTS of fatigue.
But I did heal (let's say so) by no loger going to therapy, fighting with the girl I was going out with and deciding to "switch off" all emotions. I did actually recover my personaity, that is indeed what books and experts consider to be the last thing you get back while recovering from depression.
Now I'm kind of living my life in a happy-go-lucky state, resolving my problems as they come, doing what I want with what I have.
I did get in touch with my inner self well more, which was the purpose of this 3yo trip inside my head and shaved away most of the superficialty that I earned by doing jack shit of my life for 26 years, so "I got that going for me" as said by Bill Murray. Hopefully starting to release PC produced music by the end of 2022. Not going to self-promote. Not even if asked.

I don't expect anyone to remember me, I've never been a huge contributor wordswise. But I did pass my days on this site in the good ol' days and I do have fond memories of this (once) wholesome community (that hopefully keeps being as wholesome).

I've gotten kinda broke ultimately, since moving alone and getting screwed by the landlord of my former apartment, last year. I AM recovering, but I won't be doing many christmas RL gifts, so...
Kinda felt the need to give something to the world, so I decided, since I drastically reduced my playing time, to give away everything still in my Humble account. I'll most likely be gone after delivering all, next Christmas night, realistically speaking. Sorry about that. Not a fan of goodbyes, but I am a fan of realistic speeches.
Most of what you'll find are old games. Well, maybe all of what you'll find. But hopefully you'll find something you like.

Enjoy and Merry Christmas.

The following GAs are going to be private.
Street Fighter V
Dirt Rally 2.0
Shadow of War
Two-Point Hospital
Okami HD
Frostpunk
F1 2019 (looks like this one is the anniversary edition, but unsure.)
Battle Chasers : Nightwar
Turok
The following won't.
Dirt Rally 2 Porsche 911 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 Opel Manta 400 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 H2 RWD DLC
Whispers of a Machine
Trailmakers
Them's Fighting Herds
SHENZHEN I/O
Project Warlock
Book of Demons
Cryofall
Eliza
Night Call
Diaries of a Spaceport Janitor
SIMULACRA
Frostpunk The Rifts DLC
Exapunks
AI WAR 2
COD: WWII

NEW BATCH OF GAs (Ending Jan 1st 2022 00:00):
Invite Only:
Sonic Mania
Sonic Mania (2nd GA, sorry, I just discovered I had 2 keys)
God's Trigger
Guacamelee! 2
Crazy Taxi
Surgeon Simulator (Anniversary Ed. Content)
GRID 2 (Read description before entering the GA)
Metal Gear V GZ
Metal Gear V TPP
Cities: Skylines + after dark

For all:
SYNTHETIK
Evergarden
11-11 Memories Retold
BATTLETECH
BATTLETECH - Flashpoint
BATTLETECH - Shadow Hawk Pack
The Spiral Scouts
Planet Alpha
Override: Mech City Brawl
Puss!
Avernum 3: Ruined World
Squad (Apparently from the Early Access Era in 2019)
MOTHERGUNSHIP
State of Mind
Hover
Binary domain
Streets of Rage
OlliOlli2
Alpha Protocol
Stronghold Crusader 2
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
Zombie Army Trilogy
Immortal Redneck
Purrfect Date
Neurovoider
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
Asdivine Hearts
Knights of Pen & Paper +1 Ed.

Full list coming soon... There a lot more stuff, updating in the next days. Enjoy.

EDIT: Thank you all for all the kind words. I can see how this community still kept being the most wholesome place where the sun doesn't reach. It warms my heart, it's hard to see something actually remain the same after all the changing in the world, it makes me want to reply to all and consume all my time (which I don't have enough, so I'll have to skip doing that)

Still updating, tho, the GAs are not finished. If I don't finish in time I'll consider doing a second branch as a Happy New Year event.
You'll see a cat tax when I'm truly finished.

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I wish you all the best and please take care of yourself!

2 years ago
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Goodluck to you. Wish you future you want. Merry Christmas!
Thank you for gibs
Seems you did great job. You're doing fine!

2 years ago
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Best of luck for all the things to come, especially for your music! ;)
Wishing you a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! ^_^

2 years ago
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fingers crossed for you! I am so happy and proud of you to see you're doing good :) I am sure you'll be great! :D

2 years ago
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i wish you a happy and fulfilling future, friend

2 years ago
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bump

2 years ago
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A rather sad post, but glad things got back to track for you. Sorry to see that you are planning to go, but still life should always be on top. Thank you for the chances and Marry Christmas.

2 years ago
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Good luck with your future and happy holidays! Stay safe.

2 years ago
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That's a big journey. Gotta be proud of yourself there. I wish you every bit of luck on the next steps!

2 years ago
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I tend not to talk about it just because people hearing the phrase "I've been depressed" will misunderstand and think I want to vent, but with the few people that undestand I do like to share what I learned. And with the internet, of course. There's no real fame on the internet, so who cares, everytime is just one more occasion to learn something else about myself.
^Just to say: I AM proud of the journey.
So thank you for the kind cheers, whishing good luck to you too. :)

2 years ago
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I wish you the best and take care of yourself
Thanks for GAs
Merry Christmas

2 years ago
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Happy cakeday! :)

2 years ago
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Thank you so much 💜

2 years ago
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happy cakeday!

2 years ago
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Thank you so much 💜

2 years ago
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GL with your future endeavors, and thanks for the parting gifts.

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Forza e coraggio :)

2 years ago
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Take care.

2 years ago
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It's good to see someone on the mend.

2 years ago
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Good luck and all the best for you.

2 years ago
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I Hope from now it will be only better and better. Wish you all the best.

And Marry Christmas!

2 years ago
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merry christmas - hope your doing better now a days and stay better in happiness and health

2 years ago
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also not very active in the chat. so, farewell, hope that you manage to hold on your plans, take care of yourself and enjoy your life.

2 years ago
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Yeah, never have been, probably will never be. I'm the greatest introvert I've ever known (aside from my dad), at first I tried to fight it, now I learned how to live like I want to.
Thank you, enjoy too. :)

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This is one of the few times I actually need to post. I feel like I'm near the middle of the journey you've been down and hearing your story was heartwarming even if it hurt a little. Thank you for this, even if it's your last. I wish you good luck and all the best. I hope you have a merry Christmas and a good life despite all the ups and downs.

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Keep up the pace. Never be too hasty, impatience kills you. Just never consider anything as an absolute and embrace uncertainty. Also, do not read too much philosophy but do read some.
Always remember that anything can be fixed.

Finally, remember that asking for help is not shit, people in your life will be glad to help you if you let them, but you may have to stop considering yourself an unstoppable force that needs nothing from people. That's called honor. No place for honor in 2021-22. I had to learn that as well I had to learn that not everyone you count on can actually be counted on, and that made me also learn that I do have to count on myself more. I know, this paragraph looks like a snake biting his own tail, but it just really means "don't really give anything for sure", don't count too much on anything and anyone, not even yourself, admit your faults and don't glorify anyone, as nobody's perfect, anyone you think is, well, you're just ignoring or excusing the faults. Yeah, learn to accept and live with the faults.

Merry chirstmas and... Good like with your journey.
Don't know if you like it, but I wish you a lot of weed.

2 years ago
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I'm glad to hear you've had success finding yourself and I wish you the best of luck with your music - I hope you'll have a great Christmas!

2 years ago
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Bump, stay positive, best wish to you

2 years ago
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I wish you all the best. Glad to hear you are getting better.

Thank you for your generosity and Merry Christmas!

2 years ago
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Happy holidays! I hope what you are going through can start improving as soon as possible. I hope your music does well! It would also be nice to see you return one day in great spirits. I hope all these wishes do some work and improve some things for you. ♥ Thank you for the generosity and your GA, I hope they go a long way for the winner. If you ever want a new friend - feel free to hit me up on steam. ♥

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Happy holidays, take care!

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Merry Christmas

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