I woke up to a lonely day.

Today, 25th of April.
I woke up early in the morning, excited because its the my birthday.
Eagerly got out of my bed hoping for a birthday breakfast!

It all felt so good until i stepped downstairs to the kitchen.
it was empty.... There was no mom cooking the special meal for me.
I thought maybe it will take a while, So i went to the sofa excited near the phone waiting for all the calls i'd get on birthday from my relatives and my dad from his work.

Hoping for all the good presents i'd get and wondering what it'll be like a good boy.

then my eyes glimpsed at the calendar...
I saw the date, it was 25th of April, 2016. I saw myself in the mirror, i was no little boy anymore.
I wont get any presents or calls today.
It hit me to realize there was no special breakfast because my mom had passed away years ago.
my dad wasn't at his work because hes retired and that i wont get a special big present from him.
and that my relatives have all carried on with their married lives and new families.
my heart got shattered to tiny little pieces.

so I just sit here now, looking at the past and all broken down....
About how wonderful life was when you were a child. :c
Now its all just... a depressing road ahead and around.

A gloomy day for me.
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