Thank you.

I know, but somehow some people got more demons then others, i do question sometimes if i am not even live in a haunted house/place, but i don't see doors slamming by itself and such. :p

I don't have anyone to talk with, i got 1 female friend left but she got her own issues to deal with, and 2 people i know through steam but i think they have their own corona fears/issues kicked in.
I am also not much of a talker, unless it clicks with someone, it's also a thing with dating (not that i got a leg to stand on if you still live at home..) when i was 20 i could talk with a girl for days, send 20 mails, talk to 3:00. Now all i can muster is, how are you, what's your hobbies etc and if they don't say much, it's pretty much a dead end conversation.

It does, especially with type 1 it's something occupying you day and night, it 's often thought of lightly, even with people that have it, but also doctors that don't really teach you how bad it can be, i am glad if i could even have raised any awareness to it.
Also because of statistics people that have it is pretty high, even though my poll didn't show it but maybe many voted they just don't know.