another small train [LVL 1]

hello :] the train starts right at the end !

last time i was here i had a small christmas vent, thank you again for all the encouraging messages ^^ i return to thy discussions panel with another small train by yours truly :]

if anyone read and remembers my last discussion about christmas, i spoke about my grandmother falling ill again and being hospitalised; safe and happy to say she is alright now :] we still don't know what caused her to keep blacking out and passing out, but since changing her medication, she has been doing much better thankfully! she was a bit overwhelmed when i told her so many people wished her to get better, and she shared the sentiment right back to everyone!
my mother is still an ongoing issue, but christmas is at least over, so she is definitely manageable now. i fear right now, the issue is me! now, i am not happy about it, but i felt it coming a mile away, especially since it is the very dreadful exam season for me in university. i may be crashing out a little, but i think i will pull through! my psychiatrist and therapist have cancelled (or better, rescheduled my appointments without actually reschedualing anything. fun times) so i gotta wait a little more for that. other than that, i think i'm doing pretty okay!

hope everyone has entered 2025 nicely, despite all the drama already in it.
to whoever is from LA, my heart is with you, and i hope you're safe. last year my small city was really close to suffering from a wild fire, and it was so dreadful and overwhelming to walk around the city as the foggy and ashy air suffocated all of us :( i can't even imagine the stress over there.

may january be a little easier on us all, it's such a weird month for me personally... anyway that's all from me :]
also hopefully, HOPEFULLY, i restricted the giveaways correctly this time...i swear i'll understand how everything works someday. sorry<\3

train go!!