i bought a present to a porn star

Can't say I understand it, but to each his own I suppose.

Could never see myself buying a gift for someone just because I wanked over them. Just like almost everyone in here, I'm particularly glad I didn't have that tendency in my early teens or I'd have still been paying off my debt now. :p

I don't think you're sick, a gift is a gift no matter to who you're sending it to.
And gifting is always a good intention. Unless it's the glitter bomb LOL