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It seems so weird to me that I'm now 20...
I'll start off with the GA's to make it easy for everyone who doesn't want to hear my ramblings.
New GA added, decided not to really hide it...
First is Home. (Level 1)
Second, Cook, Serve Delicious! (Level 2)

Anyways, here comes some rambling, feel free to leave, it's going to get weird... Really weird...
I'm actually a bit worried about what some of the replies I might have to deal with might be, so I included the poll to hopefully lower the number of negative ones there'll be.
I feel kind of crappy because I really haven't done anything since I got out of High School... (I say "got out" because I dropped out Junior year then earned my GED the nest January)
Whenever people ask I always just say I want to make video games for a living, but to be honest I hate thinking about my future and everything... I'm pretty sure it's just me being weird, like usual, but the only thing I think I really want is... well, um... Anime... I'm pretty sure I'll get a bunch of "weeb" comments and stuff, but seriously, I don't think I could live without it... I'm probably just mental, but I would give anything to be in an Anime and be able to do cool crap like laying my life on the line to beat the crap out of monsters and stuff to protect cute girls, and maybe have a cute girl whose hair I can pet and stuff... It really does make me sound crazy, doesn't it?
But anyways, knowing that that could never happen tears me up inside and makes it hard to do pretty much anything/everything...

I guess that's only part of it, too, but basically I can't imagine wanting anything enough to motivate me since the things I want the most are impossible...
But at the same time, I do kind of wish I could want to do something, because I realize I'm just a waste, which in turn just makes it worse... :/

Maybe if I just get a dakimakura that'll satisfy my overwhelming need to cuddle with and pet cute anime girls...

Also, completely unrelated, but I'm apparently on 54 whitelists and only 34 blacklists... That surprises me, honestly, especially since I kind of have some anger issues... But I'll say thanks here, hopefully those people and all you guys with the kind words will see it, lol! :3

7 years ago*

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Do I sound bat-s**t crazy?

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Ummmmmmmm... Yeah, you really do.
Not really, you probably just need more meds.
No, there's quite a few people similar to that.
*Turns and runs*
Just get a dakimakura and you'll be fine...
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nightmarezx5

Thanks!

7 years ago
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HouseOfBalloons

Happy Birthday! :)

7 years ago
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MilleW

Happy birthday soon then! ^_^

And well, it's not that bad. People tend to have a lot expectations to one, and I know all about that. which can put you out of your focus and make you feel bad if you don't do it as fast as they expect.
Anyways, take one day at the time, and try to figure out what you can work with if you want to work in an anime industry. Something. Plus you are still young. Also no need to lie to people to cover up what you actually do like. Unless the people are super judgemental. Hm.

7 years ago*
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Wagakki

You will be OK! Just take your time.
There are so many great things in life that you still have to experience. And one day you will meet a cute girl and she will make you forget all bad moments of your life.
You like anime and still don't know what to do in your life? You can draw your own manga and eventually get to publish your work in Japan.
Or you can learn Japanese (maybe at some Univeristy and to get a degree would be wise decision) and then officially translate manga or work in a Japanese company (perhaps related to manga). I'm sure you would have many opportunities to visit Japan.
Just find your goal and keep going!

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