It wasn't Covid.

Wow. My most sincere condolences on your loss. And you do NOT have to be alone. You have this site and (some) of it's friendly and compassionate users here to listen.

I know times are hard now, but you have your memories of here and those will never die. She will always be in your heart and a part of your soul.

I'm sorry for your loss and all the pain you're going through. I know it won't make you feel better, but just know I understand the kind of pain you're feeling. I've been feeling it for years. It's hard, so hard. I know. At night, when you're afraid of closing your eyes because there will be nothing to distract you from your own mind. And then you only sleep a few hours before waking up and not being able to sleep again. That's the worst part. Nothing in the entire world is worse than the feeling of being alone at this time. It's hard. I know.

condolences. may God give you the strength, courage and peace to carry on. your mother would want that for you.

Theres strength in you, life is about finding it and making your mom happy in heaven.

My condolences

There is nothing at all that any of us can say to make you feel better about your loss.
Losing someone you love is the worst part of this life and the more you loved, the sharper the pain.
Know you are not alone. Your Mom may not be there to hug you or console you but she is with you, always. In every memory, she lives on. In every kind word you say to a stranger. And most of all in who you are.
So be kind to yourself and she will live on forever. Be kind to others and some of her kindness will touch strangers who will never be lucky enough to know her.

Birthdays are hard when you suffered a loss. Especially when you lost your mom. Try to remember good birthdays with her. Your pain will ease and let your good memories and the smile and love you shared replace the tears a little every day. Colors will come back even if they may not be as bright as they were.

And please never apologize for being human and needing a connection. We may all be separated by screens and keyboards and sometimes thousands of miles but we've all lost people. We've all felt lonely. Opening up to strangers is way better than keeping it all in.

My heartfelt condolences. I am very sorry

Condolences, losing a parent is never easy, hang in there ❤

Rest in peace Elena. The loss of a loved one is indeed hard but the tears will dry one day and life goes on and part of those who have touched our hearts will live with us. Cry until you had enough then gather yourself and continue your life.
If you need to talk to someone feel free to add me and if not then take care of yourself.

She is at a good place, the niceness is always rewarded! You should not cry for her loss but be happy that such a wonderful woman existed in your life!

sorry 4 that, my condolences...

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Wow, that is rough. Thank you for letting us know so we can care for you and be here for you. My deepest condolences.

May your upcoming year be full of grace, mercy, peace, and rich blessings, including finding what you most need (even if you don't yet know what that is).

I'm sorry for your loss. There's not a lot that I can say that may help, but just know that it gets easier over time. Your feelings and emotions won't ever fully go away, but take it slowly and just focus on getting through the next day.

I am sorry for your loss.

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Words is never adequate for things like this, but I am deeply sorry for your loss. Losing a parent or a close loved one, especially around the holidays, is never easy. I can tell you though that time does make it easier, but I admit you may never get over the loss completely. You mother sounds like she was an amazing lady... and she's in a good place where she will never hurt again. Just remember that she will always be there when you think of her until you reunite again one day.

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I'm sorry for your loss...

My condolences, may she rest in peace

I'm sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family in this time.

My deepest condolences for the loss of your mom Elena. She sounds like the type of person that others will remember for the smile she brought to them once or many times. Beautiful music you've linked.

I am really sorry for your loss.

I'm sorry for your loss