New giveaways added at the bottom as well as a few songs.

I am so sick of feeling depressed, sick, trapped, like I am suffocating daily. Tired of faking a smile for people who don't give a damn about me. I am so sick of the life long struggle I have dealt with as long as I can remember! Screw the depression! Screw the anxiety! Screw the constant overwhelming feeling I will never be good enough! I know no one can save me except me. I don't want to be saved, I want you to just say screw it with me. If you feel the way I feel everyday of my life raise a middle finger to those feelings. It won't make it go away but maybe it will make you feel better.. Idk.. I love you. <3 Enjoy!

Level 0:

VAULT OF HONOR
Call of Bitcoin
Humanity Asset
Golden Fever
Evil Come
Kraven Manor
Space Hack

Level 1:

Fantasy Wars
Stolen Mouth
SUMETRICK
Combat Raccoon
Super Flipside
Anubis Dungeon
Draw_Love
Faces of War

Level 2:
Centauri Sector
Konung 2
Rolling Sun
Around the Words
Deep Dungeons of Doom
Extreme Forklifting 2
Crazy Pirate

Level 3:

Super Cyborg
The Shadowland
Inquisitor Deluxe Edition
Mushroom Wars
Go! Go! Radio : 8-Bit Edition
Seven boys 2
Bard to the Future
Leisure Suit Larry 1 - In the Land of the Lounge Lizards
Leisure Suit Larry 2 Looking For Love - In Several Wrong Places

Level 4:

Eventide: Slavic Fable
Vegas: Make It Big™
Soul Gambler: Dark Arts Edition
Action Henk
Ghost Master®
Memoria
Border of her Heart
An Assassin in Orlandes

Level 5:

Panzer Corps
DEATHPIT 3000
Gulf of Aden - Task Force Somalia
School of Talent: SUZU-ROUTE
Shadowrun Returns
The Flame in the Flood

Level 6:

Shadowrun: Hong Kong - Extended Edition
Doodle WHAT?!
Hacknet
Nether: Resurrected
Insurgency

Level 7:

One Night Stand
Shadowrun: Dragonfall - Director's Cut
Use Your Words
Haunted

Level 8:

Barony
The Way
Deponia: The Complete Journey

Level 9:

Holy Potatoes! What the Hell?!
Moon Hunters

Level 10:

Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas
Max Payne
Leap of Fate

Remember Depression & Anxiety are more common than you may think. You are never alone. You are never the only one. People understand what you are going through. <3

Songs:

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
Avril Lavigne - Everybody Hurts
Matchbox 20 - Unwell
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I have many other songs I would have added but they are to deeply in relation to suicide so decided not to add them here to avoid causing anyone a depression or panic attack <3

New giveaways 7/8/2018:

Glorkian Warrior: The Trials Of Glork Level 1
Captain Lycop : Invasion of the Heters Level 2
Conjuntalia Level 3
Star Wolves 3: Civil War Level 4

New giveaways 7/9/2018:

Rolling Sun Level 0
Insurgency Level 5
HunieCam Studio Level 6
Silence Level 7
Serial Cleaner Level 8

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The whole world can suck my balls keep on spinning regardless.
I see the people lying, cheating, killing, exploiting trying to get by the best they can.
So I raise my finger in solidarity with NecromancerNeko pretend everything is fine and keep moving forward.
Forward to tomorrow, because I get to wade through the same shit, but I choose the direction you never know what it will bring.
But a wise rabbit once said What's up doc? "Tomorrow never comes..."
Haunting song btw.

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Can relate, been there.. I got out of depression though because of gaming.. but the fight with chronic anxiety goes on...

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I feel that. I poured 2,500 hours into Ark during my worst year and as much of a grind the game was, it was one of the few things that kept me going, having to get up each day to feed those pixel dinos.

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For me it was Starcraft1.. close to 1 & half year.. I didn't even had internet, just the campaign & custom maps over & over.

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Sorry to hear about your depression and anxiety. It sucks and life can be tough. I know I have and is still having my fair share of unhappiness going on. Just got to try and smile as much as you can. Eventually something a little better will come along to make it a little better.

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And screw panic attacks!

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

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screw. them. all, Neko.

also, WE have to do even more than what we're doing here at SG. for you, me, for that guy below here, for her... these threads about depression are never enough, in my book.

we can do it. you can do it.

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Yes. Fuck depression. I've been on meds for four years and I'm still not even halfway out of the hole I fell into. Today is one of the better days. Remember they are always out there. And they'll always outweigh the bad. I cleaned a small portion of my room and I can see the floor. That is a huge accomplishment for me, and I am thrilled about it.

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You should be thrilled about it, because it is a huge a accomplishment. Well done! )

Of course, depression will tell you, "It's just going to get cluttered up, again," but that's when you tell Depression to go play in traffic. You cleared it once, you can clear it again! Life isn't about having a clean floor, it's about cleaning that floor from time to time.

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I was going to whitelist you, but I appear to have done that already, I guess that just emphasizes I made the right choice there.

Anyone who doesn't want to be real with you isn't worth the extra energy, shrug, nod, move on.

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same here :P

but then i remembered him WLing for his ratio... maybe someday i have a nice WL gib again for a game he doesn't have... :3

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Bump! ^^

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bump

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Have a bump!

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SteamGifts is like a shelter, where all people are kind and helpful, never met a toxic person here!
I guess, giving away something valuable for free to an unknown person makes sense only for such non-toxic people, other just don't see a point in that.

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Depression is a liar, and a mean one at that. Fortunately, you are not alone, and spending time with the right people does help. Everyone has to deal with Depression at one point or another, but some of us are affected more deeply than others (just like any other human difficulty). Life is a trial, and nobody gets out of it alive. While we are stuck here, however, there are things we can do to be a positive force in the world.

  • There are good and decent people in the world. Try to focus more on them than on the trolls.
  • Despite how much Depression tries to hide it, there is much beauty in the world. Take time to appreciate and enjoy it.
  • There is also evil in the world. Resist it however and whenever you can, and if you can't fight it, try your best to at least avoid it.
  • A wise person surrounds him or herself with the best companions he or she can find. We are stronger when we are together.
  • The true value of a person lies in how he or she affects the lives of others, so reach out with your goodness.

And if you believe in God, remember that His team always wins in the end..

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This deserves its own bump.

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I hope you seek help, whether it be medical, mental or spiritual.If not for yourself, then do it for your family - they love you and need you

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I wish I could, but maybe one day :)

6 years ago
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Thank you kitty!

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Please keep hanging on until we can find a real cure; medical technology is advancing so fast right now, I'm confident a cure is just around the corner. Highly recommend reading this article (here), which shows new studies are linking unbeatable & constant depression with air pollution (both indoor & outdoor), symptoms include feeling like constant suffocation & anxiety & every day feels like a struggle -- it also has some tips to help with depression. P.s. run that article through your doctor first, though I'm having trouble picturing how cleaner air can hurt anyone.

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screw it and good luck with it <3

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I have struggled with depression for many, many years. I empathize with what you're going through. Thank you for your generosity, and I hope the same generosity is extended back towards you.

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Bumpo.

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Bump.

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Bum. 😸

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I feel your pain, have it for many years now and it's driving me insane!!!

I had different meds for my depression.
first I had meds that made me almost incapable to sleep at night, I used those while going to middle school and high school so that was fun!
second meds I am still using but will stop them soon because I have problems with around 90% of all the side effects (and there are a lot!) so I will try different meds soon.

I hate depression, it makes me so I have 0 motivation to do anything, I just cry and feel like shit and I feel so lonely but at the same time I want to be left alone!!
I also have stress problems, so much stress!! most of the times I just shake a lot because my body/mind can't handle the stress anymore!!

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You're very right. Screw depression. It sucks!

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Not got much elaborate to say atm but.. SCREW IT!!!

Cheers :)

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Screw your depression and stay strong, Neko!

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Keep strong and keep on taking the road forwards!

There are both good and bad people in this sometimes very strange world but cherish the good ones you encounter and totally disregard the bad\rotten ones!

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