obsolete

I keep saying this to myself :P
"You're a great guy, man. You've done nothing wrong. Women..."

See, that's what I've thought and wished for my entire life.
Even through several relationships breaking apart (it was always them breaking up, btw), I never lost the belief in something "good" in this world.. and that there might be something like real, true love like forever and kids and house and stuff..
But .. come to think of it .. I guess, assholes and big shots get them all...

I'm just not the guy for that attitude, so I'll have nothing better to do than to keep looking for that last spark of romance in the world, wherever I might find that..

Exactly what I was thinking, btw.
I'll sure as hell not let her turn them against me.

A) Mark of the Ninja. I 100% agree with you

This feeling.. mh.. (explain that not in your native language :D) I used to call it the "having" feeling.
You know.. just letting go of your bad day (even if it was every day) and letting go of your fears and worries and spooning to a good movie that has a happy ending - that "having" feeling. That's what I want. Still.
And I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world. I guess that's why I even gave her another chance.

Thanks, though ;)

It was pretty much sarcastically speaking :P
So, basically you're saying "No one deserves another chance, after FUCKING your anus with a pineapple"?
However, I did feel very attached to her and really wanted to give her another chance.
I did love her. Once. You're right, of course: Fuck this. That's no way to treat a nice guy like I consider myself being one.

I guess, it can only get better from being cheated on multiple times :P
Plus: I sure as hell won't accept being accused of "having screwed it up".

Thanks for the advice ;)
Yeah, social life was kinda lame, lately. But friends should definitely help over this.

I guess I see what you did there :P
Thanks!

:D
If only I was so "flexible", I'd definitely post a video like this :P
Thanks, man ;)

That's a way of looking at it :D
I do believe, however, that something like true love still could exist, somewhere.

I've already stuffed everything I could find into a box - will burn when BBQ season starts :>
I guess you're right - Thinking it through a couple of times more, I can feel how it didn't work for myself either.

If only I could think so positive right now ;)
I'm always in kind of a depressed mood (and I've gone in therapy for anxiety disorders) and this is like another nuke for my ego and my mind.
You're right, though, of course :P Thank you for your friendly advice :)

let me just copy/paste and edit a little, real quick :P

I've seen a lot of moons and suns (or however you say that poetically correct) and I've yet to come across one that isn't a blood sucking bitch.
I'm not saying all women are bad, per definition, I'm saying all women I know (and I mean ALL) are either freaking whores or dumb or taken+I'm not their type.

Thanks for your friendly words, they mean a lot!

Don't worry. Her actions in no way represent a gender thing. Men could and do the same thing all the time.

I've seen a lot of moons and suns (or however you say that poetically correct) and I've yet to come across one that isn't a blood sucking bitch.
I'm not saying all women are bad, per definition, I'm saying all women I know (and I mean ALL) are either freaking whores or dumb or taken+I'm not their type.

Thanks for the try to cheer me up, though :)

Had to use YouTube Unblocker, because Germany....
But thanks for the melody of me rising up from the ashes once again ;)
It's going straight to my MP3 player (yes, I've still got one :P)

Wow - I'm not sure if I was comfortable with that, sadly :P
I appreciate it, though, and thank you for the offer!

Oh you wouldn't believe me if I told you what I've done, man :P
I've done so many things that ALL came from the heart, I was never unfaithful and oh did I trust her blindly.
Of course, I am not without mistakes - but you know what I'm talking about here :P

I really wish for her to experience what I've been through the last couple of days and weeks.
Not sure, if "revengy" emotions are in order.. but I have them :D

Thanks for your insight, thing I will watch the next couple of weeks :)

Well, someone TEACH me already :D
I hate being single. I keep looking and fighting for that one true love, you know..

But trying to figure out what's going on in women's heads is, I give you that, the worst thing ever...
..They cannot communicate, man, they cannot communicate..

This, by that pic you had to dump her right on the first comma, and not wait till she dumped you.

She's a bitch and you totally deserved it.

Thanks for your kind words - I guess adding and talking in detail wouldn't .. work for me; thanks a lot for the offer, though!

Respect is a interesting topic in this situation.
I have actually little to no respect for myself left.
childhood traumata etc pp..
While I'm even in therapy and working on myself (literally improving everything in my life) - THAT piece of crap guy is no player at all - he's virgin army dropout that has nothing working for him. They are "childhood friends", though, as the pic suggests.

Oh and NO COCK SUCKING CHANCE IN HELL taking her back.

Well, my way of tormenting her... was saying what I thought and felt. With words even the dumbest of them bitches would understand, and a tone I wouldn't use normally.
I made it .. let's say.. pretty clear that I'm not the bad guy here, but her. HA! bad girl, that is..