yay found another guy who blacklisted me, thanks for growing my blacklist even further :p
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BLACKLISTED READ THIS
Ok, thanks people, i read every word you had wroten, many have a deep meaning into mine brain, i was tempting to fall in a deep clinical depression again, for those wondering why i am on blacklist? the question is simple you went straight to the GA (bad kids going to receive coil this december), maybe if believers say it, God will give every person what they deserves, but meanwhile i don't want those people around me, each life has a unique and meaningful sense around, for those who write here thanks, you don't hav idea how this means to me, you are now with a blueheart. maybe this was childish, i get some people angry about that, but i don't regret i'm tired of people being abusive about other people.
I like those people caring about other people, understanding their lives, and trying to learn about them and themselves, i know now i need to find my answers, i need to go with the doctor for first time since i fall into this, is a long and hard way for people like me, but my family has been very kind and supportive unkowing what is on my head. Oh chemical brain is not something amazing how it works?
Since one year i'm trying to figure out, life worth it?, maybe yes, but i need find those who i want into my life, and it will take time.
THANKS DUDES/GIRLS/BOTS/NINJAS.
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OK, i'll do the next, people who where on BL but write here will be unlocked to enter, but sadly not on the bluehearts list.
thanks
Somehow I remember this, but i don't know why?
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Same for me, i've bookmarked GA & thread for writing when it will be open and i got blacklisted. Kappa.
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Thanks for warning. i was wondering because i was in your BL. :)
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I just find it a bit weird to insta-blacklist everyone who hasn't said anything yet, but I guess I'm not the creator, so I'll say something anyways. (It'd help if you give the reason a bit earlier/in the thread, imo).
I'm going to be blunt. I don't know the reason why I keep living. I've never thought of an actual reason and nothing comes to mind, it just happens. School's rough and I don't understand much. I'll try and try, but half my courses will still seem like gibberish to me. Some days I'll be fine, while others I'll sit in my room crying about every single thing I hate about myself. It's gotten to the deep end a few times and I still don't know how I've managed to pull out of them. I would like to see if there's anything actually wrong with me, but I don't even know if my parents would let their kid get checked for any mental illnesses just like that. I'll go to school, share some laughs with friends, but those don't come to mind at home. But, sometimes I'll find a funny video, look at a few pictures on Reddit and play a couple games and I'll survive for another night (or it's just that I procrastinate thinking about those things, like I procrastinate everything else in my life). So I guess to answer question, maybe it's just the little things that keep me going.
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Just a small suggestion. Next time try to be more precise with the rules/expectations. You asked a very general question and didn't even end it with a quotation mark. It looked more like an invitation to a discussion for those who have something to say than a question you wanted everybody to answer. Unfortunately my ambitions seem out of my reach, so personally I preferred not to say anything than answer 42 or in a similar fashion. Furthermore the nature of the question itself is a bit philosophical which may have discouraged some people from answering. No offence, but in the end before you posted this comment the whole topic looked like a trap planted by a troll just to irritate other users.
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Indeed, check again the link. I hope you someday really understand, try to quit to the logical thinking in one week..
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Easy to say. Logical thinking is both a blessing and a curse. Some answers become obvious other despite being natural to everybody else are really hard to agree on. It would be nice to sometimes accept the world as it is and live in a fool's paradise. Unfortunately it's really hard to muster the will and distance yourself from everyday matters.
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That people would bookmark the GA was sort of a given, since it only started after so many hours (19 hours in my case)
If you intend a giveaway to have a mandatory requirement for entering, at least have the grace to spell it clearly.
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Maybe, i will consider it later... maybe. But i got my reasons.
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I went to try to enter but it says i have been blacklisted, last night I was able to see it fine, what happened?
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Why have I been blacklisted?
I think I live for dreams.
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I hate your shoes, i already meet them all i guess. But you are already on the blueheart list so, i still hate your shoes, but you need more shoes, don't you?
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What answer a religious percon can give? You know it already, I believe (the pun wasn't intended! ;) )
Have a bump instead :)
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Oh blacklisted. Fine...rare to see the blacklisted error.
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Ok, the link is a trap for anyone who does not like to comment.
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I live for nothing. I actually can't think of anything besides living for the sake of living.(No ambitions)
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Awww the GA is full already. :c
Anyway, I live for myself and playing video games. :V
And uh... letting my imagination loose and hopefully write a book someday?
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Tell me when you connect again i will open other 10.
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Knowledge
Nah,but seriously I don't know why I exist
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I have no idea. I'm just letting myself get carried by the stream.
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I guess I could say let myself get carried by Steam....
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My 8 year old son, plain & simple. Before him, I wouldn't have had an answer really.
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It's impressive all the info and knowledge in this sole thread, I'm amazed on how little some of us truly know about the rest, even so we claim to know and dominate, sometimes!. As for the OP question itself, I just don't know for sure; I have hobbies and things I like doing/watching other do, things I like helping others do/accomplish, I also have things I don't want to do and want others to not do too, in a perfect world I'll find the way to do all this, but this isn't a perfect world nor does always provides a happy ending, TL;DR: sometimes life it's unpredictable, others you see it coming a mile away yet sometimes we chose to face it. Life can be simple yet not easy, can be also extremely hard and unforgiving.
I for now live because I have more reasons to stay alive than to quit it, believe me I've had reasons to "pull the plug" but so far managed to fight it back and think on the good stuff, the brighter side of things, the beauty, if you will..
"Live and let live", be at peace.
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I either live to have fun, or have fun to live. Regardless, it's all about enjoying your stay. :)
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I live because i not dead yet , that it, the secret , the final meaning of life
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I have asked that question to myself many times through highschool, college.Nearly ended it once...
After that i had really dark period of time in my life.There was a point where i forced myself to sleep 16+ hours out of 24 just because i hated being awake and life in general.And i still do this to a certain degree.What i failed to realize was that i could help others fix their problems and learn from MY problems since i gave up on myself long time ago.
I do not believe in religion or any other kind of beliefs, therefore you shouldn't judge me or comment on how wrong i live.I'm fine with that.
My logic for life:
I do things that make me happy, it doesn't matter if its drugs,games,crime or anything else.As long as it doesn't affect others or their life.
I strive to make as much mistakes as i can just so others can look at me and tell me "i thought it was bad for me, but now that i see how much you have effed up, my eff ups seem like nothing"
I have no respect for myself, nor do i need it.I judge others and have offensive opinions about things, BUT unless asked i try to keep judgement and my opinions to myself.
TLDR:I do what I like and enjoy, I also make example of myself as major failure in hope that others will NOT follow my dumb path :)
Apologies for grammar, ENG is not my native language.
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Every time I think I have nothing to live for, something happens to remind of the fact that it doesn't matter. And then I'm OK again.
Unfortunately our brains are defective and they keep producing nonsense, like the idea that you need a reason to live, or some sort of overarching goal, without which you can never be complete, your existence can never be justified, and you "might as well" be dead. This is absolute garbage, but once you're in this mindset it seems to reinforce itself. I don't know why this happens; it seems to be the price we pay for all the other amazing things our brains can think up. The key is realizing that you are not your thoughts. You exist whether you think there's a point to it or not. It's your thoughts, and not you, that need fixing. How? Well, that depends, but looking for outside perspectives is certainly a good approach. You're on the right track.
Thanks for listening to Dr. Nudius or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Giveaway. I hope all of you live forever and never have cause to wish it were otherwise.
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Now that's an interesting point of view. The problem is that people generally try to avoid doing pointless things and like to have a reason. Some prefer to logically prove that something is worth the effort, other will say that the will to do it is enough, but than again behind the will there's probably some kind of reason even if it's not an obvious one.
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You're absolutely right, but that's also exactly the problem. Everything is either ultimately pointless, or so complicated that we cannot divine the ultimate reason why it should be happening (depending on your beliefs). This is not something we like to hear, but if you allow it to get you down to the point were you think of ending it all, you're doing it wrong. I'm with Camus on this one: the whole thing is absurd, and all we can do is struggle with it. The alternatives are worse.
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What do you live for, i'm just curious about this.
BTW merry christmas.
Obligatory GA LV 2+, i will add more people if 250 are reached (Edited:probably)
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More GA incoming.
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