My Birthday is knocking on the door, October 20th I will be one year older.

It's been another rough year with a lot of hardship.
I've pretty much gone low profile here and/or being completely AWOL at times.

I don't play much games lately, there's just too much going on in RL and when feeling extremely tired and/or depressed it seems such a waste to start a good game. I try sometimes, which results in unfinished games that need revisiting: I''l be back! I will! I promise!

One day, one day I will start playing my games again and go back to enjoying them.
That's a promise to myself!

I don't seek attention, but my life is far from peachy atm and hasn't been for a couple of years.
It might be time to make some changes, not sure if I am ready, cause then tough decissions will have to be made that will cause pain to someone who was once very dear to me. Going on like this is more than I can handle, it is draining me, and has been doing that for years now.

The details aren't that important.
Maybe one day I am ready to tell the whole story to my true internet friends.
To them I am saying now: i am hanging in, I am still around but it is extremely rough!

Yeah, so Birthday time.......
Haven't got anything to celebrate right now, but will treat myself to a nice dinner and some wine: THAT I certainly deserve!

So for a change I bring gifts to you, maybe you can bring the cake and some funny (animal) gifs, songs whatever you want to share!

I dug up some keys/games for you, nothing fancy, not well sorted out (not sorted out at all) but hope they land well and that someone enjoys them!
They are all level 1, no further requirements, no sgtools, no whitelist giveaways this time (sorry), just a pile of giveaways.

Just dropping them all here.
Enjoy and party hard, enjoy my Birthday!

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/RMQSU/army-general
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/YSJU2/talisman-the-horus-heresy-prospero
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/SeiUX/dreamscapes-nightmares-heir-premium-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/l2OZd/aurion-legacy-of-the-kori-odan
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/lE6H3/the-flame-in-the-flood

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/bJLS6/sea-legends-phantasmal-light-collectors-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/TzT2y/car-mechanic-simulator-2014
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/KAmH1/callys-caves-4
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/ARCLp/the-uncertain-episode-1-the-last-quiet-day
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/3pIQs/the-metronomicon-slay-the-dance-floor

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/34Xiq/savage-lands
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/UWylQ/vanguard-princess-hilda-rize
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/mipXD/tropico-4-collectors-bundle
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/gIlrr/spacecom
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/HDrml/chroma-squad

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/LDyVq/io
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/l99GY/i-am-bread
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/Zq0OW/fall-of-the-new-age-premium-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/macS7/namariel-legends-iron-lord-premium-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/M3VqJ/chicken-invaders-5

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/TMqS0/aarklash-legacy
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/5pKrF/witchs-pranks-frogs-fortune-collectors-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/xJ06D/dungeon-rushers-crawler-rpg
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/N5g5R/pix-the-cat
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/eGfsw/beholder

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/DyDwb/nyan-cat-lost-in-space
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/Xw9FT/tropico-5
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/GZaw6/marooners
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/mtK5J/silence-of-the-sleep
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/nvooO/kathy-rain

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/HhzLE/the-sexy-brutale
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/zf72k/vanguard-princess
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/r61xy/eschalon-book-ii
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/u2ZXe/styx-master-of-shadows
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/yBbrj/shadowrun-dragonfall-directors-cut

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/QDKxx/taken-souls-blood-ritual-collectors-edition
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/c6oIq/zombie-pinball
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/WhOOB/talisman-the-horus-heresy
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/5dxaF/kingdom-of-aurelia-mystery-of-the-poisoned-dagger
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/bO1ef/dreamscapes-the-sandman-premium-edition

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/SPH7k/pocket-kingdom
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/tbEbG/freebie
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/UDYzM/pixeljunk-nom-nom-galaxy
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/jGqhm/shooting-stars
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/X7IHW/140

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/3XMc7/toren
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/w9JQ0/seraph
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/Xc9V2/mordheim-city-of-the-damned
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/oOHdA/vanguard-princess-lilith
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/xO8vK/eschalon-book-iii

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/K2GGR/dungeons-2
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/b2KYr/clustertruck
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/SsYeI/black-swan
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/hDsmg/perfect-universe-play-with-gravity
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/lQOzy/spaceship-looter

https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/0Or3C/cat-on-a-diet
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/c55Hm/the-mooseman
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/Ch0K0/super-cloudbuilt
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/zS24C/castlevania-lords-of-shadow-ultimate-edition

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Happy birthday almost!

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Happy Birthday, for me it's now 20.10.2018, so I think now I can give you the best wishes :D A lot of health and happiness :D

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Happy birthday!

Maybe try some improv – it helped me to not care so much about every little thing and instead focus on enjoying life. Maybe it will work similar for you? Anyway wish you all the best! <3

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Happy birthday!!!!!!

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Happy birthday and I wish you something better for the future ;)!

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Happy birthday, thanks for the GAs!

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happy birthday.

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Sounds like a really tough year, wish that the clouds go away and the sun shine through, happy cake day!

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Happy birthday! May this year be a lot better than the previous one! :D

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happy birthday to you

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Hey! We share a birthday lol, anybody born on that date is pretty a awesome person by my books so kudos to you, and happy early birthday I hope it goes amazing!

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Well, congrats to you too then!

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Happy birthday :) :)

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Happy birthday and I hope this year charges your "battery" with more positive experiences!

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Clandestine Birthday BUMP!

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Thanks for the GAs and happy birthday!

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happy birthday, hopefully things will get easier :p

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Well here it is already October 20th, so Happy Birthday!
Best wishes for the next year.

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Happy Birthday, Thank you for the gifts. I was reaching 300P and you gave me some gifts to spend my points on. XD

It might be time to make some changes, not sure if I am ready, cause then tough desissions will have to be made that will cause pain to someone who was once very dear to me.

Relationship? It is perhaps unfair towards the other party too as you may not have the same feelings as before towards the person anymore. Unless it is marriage, i would say its easy to move on than just draining you mentally. My parents/family drains me the most, I can't move away from my parents and I do not wish to. Its a battle and its draining but its not what I can give up or wanted to or at least till I have nothing left to offer.
Cheer UP^ its your birthday, All unhappy and depressing moments are to be dropped from this day onwards! XD

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Happy birthday and I really hope that things improve for you.
Here's some cute cat to cheer you up :)

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Happy birthday!

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Wow, that's a cake we can NOT eat, it is far too pretty!

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Happy Bday.

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Happy birthday! Sitting on 128kbps for now, so sorry about the lack of GIFs!
Update: Up to 25Mbps for the moment, I give you my favorite virtual cat!

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Binary gif? XD

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Cute one, thanks!

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Happy birthday :)

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Happy hopefully not-so-depressing birthday!

As for making changes, some things you can never be ready for. You just have to come to conclusion as to what will make you the happiest while preferably having as little negative impact on others as possible and go through with it, unprepared but determined.

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