Hey guys, after 4 years of not living the way I needed to, I have done it! Finally my mindset has changed and I feel like myself creative and in a world of colour. Also got married and had a kid too, so life is good and I hope you guys are all doing okay! I am always free if anyone needs :)

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This is a great achievement!
congratulations! 👏

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❤💖

1 month ago
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Awesome, wish you all the best and i hope im on the right path to make such a thread someday!
Cheers!

1 month ago
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I hope you are as well! It is a beautiful beautiful journey. And part of it for me too was realizing that it is about this journey not the destination. Cuz we all have one destination in common haha!

1 month ago
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Interesting point of view. Probably i will have to think about it a bit more, cuz spontanously i have mixed feelings about it.

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Congrats dude, it's a long journey that doesn't have a definitive end but is so worthwhile and rewarding.

Climbed out of my own personal hell over the last couple of years and am supporting my wife with her own battle.

Proud of you and congrats on the family ❤ 🤙🏻

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Congrats mate! That is excellent news. :)

1 month ago
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It's always nice to hear that someone's been able to get rid of this curse, congrats :)

I've answered "potato" because in my case it's chronic, but right now the pills are helping, I haven't had an episode since 2022. So yeah, I'm currently not depressed and even able to work and enjoy stuff like gaming, but this shit is still there.

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Going on three years without a major episode is still achievement-worthy.

Keeping a handle on it can be deceptively tricky even when you're well educated on the matter, constantly mindful and consciously nudging yourself to indulge in the positive and dodge the negative / catastrophising. I'm sure its not all rainbows and sunshine in your world, but being able to keep yourself from spiralling and working on a better shade of life is still something worth celebrating, even on the daily grind y'know?

1 month ago
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Thank you, that's actually an extremely nice thing to say!

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I wouldn't say its nice, more just true. Hell, hitting 6 months is milestone worthy, much less three years.
And if you ever wobble? That's fine. You're only human after all. But thats a hell of a streak.

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That is definitely quite the achievement! Have you ever tried other things as well? (To get the last jump I guess. But I'm sorry that you're going through this, I can definitely feel that way especially if you're in The daily grind, it can feel like a lot. For me I'm trying to break free from that as well.

1 month ago
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Hey man, that's really great to hear. Glad that life is back to happiness with the wife and kid; and just being able to be yourself :)

1 month ago
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Thank you! Yes feeling like myself is one of the better things! Or something that you wouldn't think about that you would miss. It took a lot of work but it's amazing.

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That is an interesting concept. I had a period where I was in a somewhat dark place. But fortunately never stayed in those sorts of places for long. Don't fully know what it's like to lose oneself. Must really be great to find yourself again, and I'm really glad you made it man. I'm sure you have a lot of people around you that are glad (even without knowing it themself) that you made it.

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Dude I am so happy I made it, it was all worth it. And knowing that my brain can't torment it's self is nice 🤣

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It is odd considering it's your own brain working against you during that time. Have a great day man!

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Glad to hear you've managed to turn a corner, it's on e of the hardest things to do and the black dog is never far away, I wish you all the best for the future and happy days ahead!

1 month ago
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You as well! Remember You can see the black dog if you turn on the light. It's just figuring out how you turn on that light.

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Heartfelt congratulations to you! <3 And GRIS seems a fitting choice for the event, from what I’ve heard about the game.

1 month ago
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I really recommend you playing it. It should be cheap on the summer sale hopefully. Absolutely! Marvel of a game made me cry so much and definitely made me realize that I was depressed at the time of playing it. So much Beauty though!

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that's really good news! best wishes for you and your family! :)

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Sounds great, congratulations for making it out of that hole. Stay afloat on that fluffy cloud.

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So fluffy mahhahaha thank you :)

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Congrats

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Uplifting news. Keep it up.

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Gratz!

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gg, good luck in your new chapter!

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Congrats. Dealing with that is never easy and will take time. Wish some people understood it sometimes. As such, I am very proud you've gotten this far!
And even if one day you'll feel like you're feeling like its coming back, remember that stuff like that is normal and you shouldnt overthink it. Some days will be like that but im sure in general its upwards trend.

Hope you, everyone and/or anyone struggling, are having a good day

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Exactly. That was such a big thing for me. I still obviously do it but overthinking can be such a harm. You can just get trapped in your thoughts and ideas for so long. It can really push you to dark places as a person. I'm just happy there was a light at the end of the tunnel.

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Pardon my language, but fuck yeah dude.
Depression and all the stuff that is co-morbid with it is a hell of a thing to get saddled with, but having survived, endured, and now up to the 'thrive' step? Congratulations. Seriously, it's no small feat.

Though, please do not take this as a dampener to your mood, but be careful if you have a relapse or regress or... whatever the most fitting term is. Depending on the origin of your depression, it can rear its ugly head again, but with the positive changes you've made to your life and undoubtedly the more robust (and less destructive) coping and processing mechanisms you have, if you are unlucky enough to go through it again, it will be an entirely different ride. One of the things about a relapse that hits some people is "Oh god I'm never going to be free of this!", but it is more accurate to say "I've kicked its ass again, and I'm better armed and have the power of hindsight on my side".

But here's hoping that it's just an ugly memory and a source of strength going forwards.
Now you have a family, you have some keen insight into the complexities of the mental / emotional stuff that can come out of nowhere. Should your kid ever struggle, they've got someone with experience helping fight their corner.

But seriously, congrats. Here's to your happiness, to the better days, and to those who are still fighting their way through it!

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Most definitely! And thank you! I appreciate it. I think that I'm going to try to work on other parts of myself and see what my core values are and other things that I feel will help me stay true to who I am. But with the experiences that I have had, I don't think I could ever be depressed in the same way again. I definitely know that I could be sad or be grieving or feeling any other emotion, but I don't think I will let it take me like that, at least in the same way. I've also had a lot of good talks with my spouse about. You know what happens if one of us dies and that sort of thing and we've worked on a lot of those conversations him which is nice to do so early on. But yeah man life is a beautiful Journey. It just sucks when you can't see that it can be so much. (Hell it can be to much at times) I hope you are doing wonderful :)

1 month ago
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congrats!

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Wish you all the best for you and your little family :)

1 month ago
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Congrats on getting out of that hole, getting married and a kid to boot!👏🏼

1 month ago
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Got get it all haha! Now if only I had more time for games 😂

1 month ago
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Shit happens to us all, all that matters it to get up of the floor and keep going. Keep at it and be happy :)

1 month ago
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I can report that I am still happy! And traveling lots :3 which in turn makes me more happy, muahahaaa.

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Hell yeah!:)

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Congratulations, great job!!! 😊

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Congratulations!

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Congratulations! I'm going through the recovery process right now, so it's nice and inspiring to see someone else beat it! I hope many more nice things come your way!

1 month ago
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And you as well! All of us deserve happiness truly. And I hope everyone here gets some of it because we're all pretty awesome, giving people :)

1 month ago
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Congrats!

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