If you need to talk, I can always lend you an ear, hope you'll do better in the future~
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Don't give up Neko ! let's aim toward a positive future altogether !
You're worth living ^_^
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It's not much but I gave you a WL to hopefully cheer you up some (and because you deserve it).
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Max Payne for lvl 10? That depressed me...
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I wanted to write something encouraging, but, unfortunately, I'm not eloquent. Just wish you love and happiness, and hope the dark days will be left behind.
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You know I've been in this slump for the past 3 years since I broke up with my ex. It's taken me a while to get back to where I am today. It's mainly thanks to good friends and family. I've rebuilt the broken bridges with my parents and now our relationship couldn't be better. But I do get the odd occasions where I feel so down and depressed of where I am with my current standing in life. I.e. I lost my job last year due to me being a emotional wreck and taking my anger out on my manager. I also, hate the fact that I'm now in my 30's and I haven't accomplished anything I deem worthy of calling an achievement. I've been a recovering drug addict for so long and I occasionally go back to drugs here and there but I am not as bad as I was 3yrs ago. I try and stay happy by occupying my time. If you need someone to talk to feel free to add me to steam. It's always good for people to communicate.
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Bump! I will gladly raise that middle finger. My coping mechanism for dealing with such feelings; is simply talk to myself about them, I let myself talk about them. I try to find some sort of inner peace about it, like it may not ever go completely away, but I'm not hiding it away either. If people ask me about it, I tell them every single detail. Sometimes it works wonders, sometimes not, but one thing I know for sure on those times its not completely working, I'm fighting against it, its not winning.
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I wish i could blueheart you a bit more for a little support. Since I cannot...
SCREW IT!
:)
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Spent a big chunk of my own life dealing with Black Dog, like last 15-16 years probably (kinda guessing as I got diagnosed much much later after a suicide attempt), so yeah, definetelly, screw depression... best of luck to you mate!
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I'm not even looking at the giveaways yet (thanks for those) because I want to say FUCK IT right along with you. I've had Major Depressive Disorder since I was 13, that's 19 god-damn years. I've had generalised anxiety disorder now for 5 and I only beat agoraphobia recently. Now, I have to contend with a mystery illness, getting MRI's and blood tests to find out that I might be even sicker than I thought?
Well yeah, sometimes I just want to say SCREW IT.
Screw the finally reaching out for help only to find I am Medication Resistant and will struggle probably my whole life.
Screw knowing there are people out there who have it even worse and feeling guilty about it.
Screw people judging me for my weight when I am just fighting to stay alive.
Screw the fear, the shakes, the dizziness, the emptiness.
Screw feeling like a burden on my partner.
So I'm right there with you when you say it. And I think a lot of us completely understand and can send you support and love over the internet.
I am a survivor of sexual assault and every day I live with this. With all of this. But here's the thing...
I'm still alive. I'm still here.
Every single day we make it is a victory, so do what you must, scratch, claw and scream your way through, because tomorrow...that could be the day we find something that helps, that can fix this illness or our wonky brain chemistry. Anyway, long reply, but just want to say that if there's anything I can do to help, please let me know, because I know that hopeless feeling and we all have to do our best to support others who are going through the same pain.
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New giveaways added at the bottom as well as a few songs.
I am so sick of feeling depressed, sick, trapped, like I am suffocating daily. Tired of faking a smile for people who don't give a damn about me. I am so sick of the life long struggle I have dealt with as long as I can remember! Screw the depression! Screw the anxiety! Screw the constant overwhelming feeling I will never be good enough! I know no one can save me except me. I don't want to be saved, I want you to just say screw it with me. If you feel the way I feel everyday of my life raise a middle finger to those feelings. It won't make it go away but maybe it will make you feel better.. Idk.. I love you. <3 Enjoy!
Level 0:
VAULT OF HONOR
Call of Bitcoin
Humanity Asset
Golden Fever
Evil Come
Kraven Manor
Space Hack
Level 1:
Fantasy Wars
Stolen Mouth
SUMETRICK
Combat Raccoon
Super Flipside
Anubis Dungeon
Draw_Love
Faces of War
Level 2:
Centauri Sector
Konung 2
Rolling Sun
Around the Words
Deep Dungeons of Doom
Extreme Forklifting 2
Crazy Pirate
Level 3:
Super Cyborg
The Shadowland
Inquisitor Deluxe Edition
Mushroom Wars
Go! Go! Radio : 8-Bit Edition
Seven boys 2
Bard to the Future
Leisure Suit Larry 1 - In the Land of the Lounge Lizards
Leisure Suit Larry 2 Looking For Love - In Several Wrong Places
Level 4:
Eventide: Slavic Fable
Vegas: Make It Big™
Soul Gambler: Dark Arts Edition
Action Henk
Ghost Master®
Memoria
Border of her Heart
An Assassin in Orlandes
Level 5:
Panzer Corps
DEATHPIT 3000
Gulf of Aden - Task Force Somalia
School of Talent: SUZU-ROUTE
Shadowrun Returns
The Flame in the Flood
Level 6:
Shadowrun: Hong Kong - Extended Edition
Doodle WHAT?!
Hacknet
Nether: Resurrected
Insurgency
Level 7:
One Night Stand
Shadowrun: Dragonfall - Director's Cut
Use Your Words
Haunted
Level 8:
Barony
The Way
Deponia: The Complete Journey
Level 9:
Holy Potatoes! What the Hell?!
Moon Hunters
Level 10:
Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas
Max Payne
Leap of Fate
Remember Depression & Anxiety are more common than you may think. You are never alone. You are never the only one. People understand what you are going through. <3
Songs:
Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
Avril Lavigne - Everybody Hurts
Matchbox 20 - Unwell
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
I have many other songs I would have added but they are to deeply in relation to suicide so decided not to add them here to avoid causing anyone a depression or panic attack <3
New giveaways 7/8/2018:
Glorkian Warrior: The Trials Of Glork Level 1
Captain Lycop : Invasion of the Heters Level 2
Conjuntalia Level 3
Star Wolves 3: Civil War Level 4
New giveaways 7/9/2018:
Rolling Sun Level 0
Insurgency Level 5
HunieCam Studio Level 6
Silence Level 7
Serial Cleaner Level 8
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