It's my cakeday, and another goodbye.

Its apparently my cakeday. Havent really been too active since I got back from my trip, so it's kind of funny that I noticed. There will be no cake, there will be a train after my goodbye however. I recently went to Arizona for a couple of weeks as some of you may know. While I was there, I did a lot of things I wouldn't normally have done, some fun, some not, some good some bad all depending on how you look at it I suppose. Anyways, I decided, during a pretty solid mushroom trip, that I didnt want to be the shut in, reclusive, antisocial prick I've been for the last 15 years; that I was going to get healthy, that I was going to get my life in order in general.

Surprisingly enough, I usually follow through on nothing, I actually have been working towards those goals since my return. I've changed my diet drastically, no caffeine at all, no candy/snacks, only drink water. I've been going out and trying to be 'normal' so to speak with mixed results, lol, I've almost quit smoking cigarettes, down to less than a pack a day, from a 3 pack a day habit, with a quit date of the end of the month, and I've joined a gym. Not everything is roses though, and I still have plenty of things that need to change, and others I need to make sure dont become problems, like social drinking. Hah, I'd forgotten how good at that I was, as a matter of fact, I'm borderline shit-faced right now.

But that brings us to goodbye, I dont know if it will be permanent or not. But I've tended to waste entire days, just refreshing the forums here, browsing giveaways, etc. Right now, I'm eliminating anything in my life that isnt productive to my goals. As much as I enjoy SG, the community here, and games in general, all of it has to take a back seat for a while. My life had spiraled very very far off course, much much further than I ever let on to any of you, even those of you I consider friends beyond SG. And the comforts I found online, here and other places, may not have caused it, but it certainly made it easier to ignore that slow degradation.

Giveaways end in 1 day. I wish you all the best, maybe I'll be back someday. (This isnt the first time I've left, but this time I kind of hope I wont be back but for totally good reasons)

TL;DR: Goodbye Train