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I always care about my friends, I'm loyal and reliable, I'm the kind of guy who is always willing to give advice or listen to you if you wanna talk about your problems... But over time I've realized that I have very few friends that actually care about me, people I thought were my real friends have disappointed me, when I'm sad I feel that they prefer to ignore me instead of trying to cheer me up, I'm just "a guy" that they know, an "acquaintance" or at least that's how it feels, I guess Black Sabbath said it better "The world is a lonely place, you're on your own." I don't know if it's worth trying to make new friends anymore, I guess I'm just the kind of guy who is made to be "an extra" someone with no charisma or real talents, no motivation or relevance in the world, but it's ok, probably it's my own fault, this is what I get for being lazy and carefree, for being immature and not realizing that I'm not a kid anymore.

It's easy to become sad and lonely, especially in times when you think "Shit, I have nothing going for me at the moment". Life can be a real bummer sometimes.

As long as you have someone to talk to, you're not necessarily alone.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Please don't go though, I just remembered of this lyric because of what you wrote.

that's very sad. we humans do have to stay strong to not break because the world is not an easy place to live. we have to stay strong because we do know that live won't be easy. we always need to prepare ourselves to the worst, because what comes good out of it is purely gold... and if something bad is coming, you already prepared yourself to go thru that. depression is a hard thing to go thru. everyone suffers but no suffering deserves to grown out of control. we have to control that and don't let (or expect) others do it for us... because there's only one person in the world you can count for the rest of your life: you.

hope things get better for you soon

Mark Twain said : "The more I learn about people, the more I like my dog". It sounds negative, but true at some point. Not all us know how to act good with each other. At the end you are the only one who can control you emoticon. You want happy? its right there, inside of you. You feel bad? Its right there too, inside of you.
And hey, at these day, look at your pet, your baby or anything innocent, you will find life much more simple.
Look at these little guys: http://dailyviews.co.uk/cat-owners-in-japan-give-their-cats-hilarious-anime-eyes/

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Yeah, indeed Yuni.

You may do not believe it but i wanted to create a thread and ask about " how common is talking behind other's back in your area " before you talk about it.

None of us are perfect but i try to do not quickly judge others. If someone start talking about another one with me, i'll show my lack of interest by silence and a smile till he get my point and change the topic. :)

Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people." - Eleanor Roosevelt

I used to feel this way for years and I probably still do now, somewhat, but I've put a lot of my baggage in the past and try not to carry it as much as I should, though idk if it's the past since everyone's different, but mine was and I mean even every so often I still get depressed, not just about past stuff, but stuff in general.

I don't really know how to explain or say for what I did to get past most things, I just do now and if you don't believe so, you should've seen my Steam profile (most things are hidden now), but you can still see that I have almost zero friends on it and my Steam comments are just like yours.

I'm just bad with words/explaining.

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Stay strong, Yunie. Things always get better but you need to stay positive. I don't know exactly what the heart of the matter is but I'm sure if you take some time to yourself, things will improve. Do something you love, spend time with family.

Hope u feel better soon!

Everyone wears a mask on SG; some are thicker than others.
You just have to find the transparent ones - they're the best friends you can have.

I'd offer to talk to you about things, but I'm not much of a talker, and I'm far more blunt than most can handle ...
But I do wish you the best, and you can add me if you'd like. I do hope you feel better soon, Yunie.

Went through quite the night myself last night and I woke up to see this so I can sympathize...
I often need to remind myself that after a storm there's a rainbow, so to OP - and everyone else that's having a hard time - here's hoping your storm is short and your rainbow magnificent. <3

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People don't seem to care about what I'm saying in threads like this so I'm just gonna say that if you'd like talk just text me on Steam :) I may seem a "funny guy" here but in reality I'm a calm, sensitive person who went through some hard times too but who didn't :)

Although my first impression was your description is just a thought, not any kind of confess. But I will trust a judgment of people who probably know you better than me since we didn't talk too much.

Yeah, people do talk shit. Reminds me of that one time when I managed to get my hands on private message logs of two girls on another forum I used to visit... They exchanged like over 20 messages about me, some of which were not even true, some of which were not even their business... and then at one point they started figuratively kiss each other's ass by telling how good people they are, unlike me, even though they had just finished doing something really damn petty. With these people you gotta realize it's not you, it's them. You may be depressed, but hopefully you'll never be as petty as that.

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Aww, I'm so sorry, if you'd ever like to talk you can message me on Steam, I may not be of much help but I always listen ^^, hope you feel better soon, I was/am down the same road as you, but I found a couple of good friends who made me kinduv move forward from it, and I think sometimes that's a good thing, so I'll be here if you wanna talk ^^

And here's a video of cute puppy ^^ in hopes it cheers you up a bit

I sympathize with you in your sorrow as I've gone through rather similar things in real life. I am (and was) there to talk and help, I really hope you knew this. Also, even though I'm often skeptical about this part, but you are indeed not alone, Yunie.
When a friend feels bad, you usually feel bad as well, as you are responsible for their happiness in some way. Please, get better. I know it can be very hard. Best of luck to you! Hope to have our little talks back soon.

Yunie I don't exactly know what happened but yeah, there are people that just can't help to talk behind your back ( The same thing happened to me recently). Stay strong and move on with your life, I know it's difficult but it's the only thing you can do.
I wish you the best!